A friend sent me this

In my weakness, do not forsake me,
and do not be afraid of my power.
For why do you despise my fear
and curse my pride?
But I am she who exists in all fears
and strength in trembling.
I am she who is weak,
and I am well in a pleasant place.
I am senseless and I am wise.
Why have you hated me in your counsels?
For I shall be silent among those who are silent
and I shall appear and speak.

Xmas

Lost the interest.

Once he told me that he sees ppl who has the same faces and attitude, I didn’t believe and I thought that he’s out there in one of his illusions.

Yesterday as I was teaching an Australian guy Arabic I noticed that he moves his hands the same way he does, most of the time I kept watching him, they have the same look, the same body language and smile, the same ironic look which makes you feel stupid!!

Was it you in one of your parallel lives as you once told me? Or this the cure my guardian angels sent me to show me that you are not the only one of your kind?
Any ways I’m glad to realize that it’s not just you of your kind!!!

Cold and long

“How many long nights are there in EIGHT months?” I asked him.
“If you’re lonely it’s infinite” he answered.

Obsessed

It’s going crazy recently, I realized that I can’t live with others, I don’t mean that I can’t coexist or accept ppl’s company, I became more conscious about ppl attitude towards others and even themselves, it turned to be obsession more and more, I an’t touch or use things that others touched, when I ever I’m gonna eat something I think with the the number of hands and ppl who worked on that food!!!
It’s a night mare!!! I can’t live this way…God!!!

Ala'

I don’t remember that I had fights with some one as much as I had with him.
I don’t remember that I have stronger relations with any guy the way we both have.
Ala was always something different, we argue we chat, w learn and teach, we help and ignore. The relation we hade is a combination of contrasts, among all of that a feeling of admiration and strong friend ship slinks to color our strange relation.
I don’t remember spending longer time with someone except for my best friend Mira.

When the Sky seduces Earth

In my way back

Yesterday I went to a company at the estern part of the city to apply for a job, I chose to go back walking to the city center as I first went to the bank to withdraw money, and in that bank you have to take a number and wait…so in my way back I was watching writings and signs on the two sides shop…some of them were familiar and others I realized that i see for the first time.

“The New Generation Office”
I looked inside, two men were in, one of them seems to be at his late 50's, the other at his early sixties…. 2 good representatives of the new generation!!!

a super market came next, very close to the bank at the city center, there was a note stuck at the door… we do not sell stolen or Egyptian cigarettes….please no more questions concerning the above
wow…how dare you talk to your customers this way!!!