Monday, April 16, 2007
I stood up, got dressed, left the house, bought Lana a bouquet of pink roses, headed to the graveyard, I sat next to her, she still as beautiful as she was always, I talked to her, told her every thing I’ve since she left, she was shocked, she didn’t respond, I could feel her gazes passe through my body, I told her how much do I miss her, I told her about Muntaser, and that we broke up, I begged her to forgive me, I didn’t mean to take him from you Lana, it just happened, but I am now punished, I am left with pain and loneliness, but I don’t mind the pain, I am paying back for what I did.