Monday, December 25, 2006

why do you keep leaving?



Do you remember when I apologized for leaving you behind?

Lana... why did you do that, why did you leave us behind now? You didn't give us the time to say goodbye, you gave us time only for grieving and sadness, I visited you yesterday; you were as beautiful as always... I didn't know what to say...

I just remembered how happy you were always, how much you loved life, that you like high heels, pink, Greece salad and you used to take away the black olives, pour dressing all over it and never eat it, that you love "secret crush".

You were sad sometimes and avoided people, now the people you avoid are wishing to see you even if you still prefer to avoid them.

Just come back, I would do any thing, anything to see smiling again... Lana